Posts tagged pandemic
the liminal season

I’m beneath the purple twinkle lights sipping coffee while wearing a sweatshirt emblazoned with a skeleton sitting in a crescent moon…drinking coffee.

A few nights ago, I sat in the trees with friends and drank hibiscus tea.

It is the season of mugs and herbs and skulls, but still warm enough that the summer people are still wearing their summer clothes.

The liminal season before the fall.

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why am I buying cocktail dresses in the middle of a pandemic and I don't even drink cocktails?

Around two and a half years ago, I stopped self-medicating and numbing myself with food.

This brought about a balance and clarity I had never before experienced.

I noticed however, that when I stopped using food as a substitute for pleasure and love, I started doing something else.

Every now and then, I went on a shopping spree.

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an inauguration

We have a new administration, and this country’s first woman vice-president.

I don’t think everything is suddenly going to be roses and rainbows, nor do I think politicians are saviors, but it does make a difference who holds office in this country.

It makes an enormous difference in people’s lives.

Both sides are not “the same,” and the past four years in this country have been brutal.

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anxiety and distancing

My neice and I joke that my car has anxiety.

It has a warning light and an alarm that sounds every time I start it, but there’s not actually anything wrong. I mean, I don’t know, there might be something wrong, but I’ve been driving with that warning light and alarm bell for about a year now.

Chronic free-floating anxiety is like that.

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